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| 15 days........then I am gone.....gone.....h
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| 39 days! Time is flying by fast...
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| Well, 51 more days until I am shipped over for a glorious 19 weeks and 4 days at Ft. Jackson. Oh the fun times that await! | | |
| So, it's been a long ass time. Nothing new at all though.Well, there are lots of new things. I finally accepted the fact I am not happy with where My life has been. I am lost now. I always figured that by now, I would be on my way to getting married. Yes, I figured that I always would have married my highschool sweetheart. Didn't happen though. Is it just a series of unfortunate events for me? Do girls see a reason to use me? Did I do something to deserve this treatment? I dunno what I did wrong, but I want it to end. I mean, all I want for once is a health relationship. A nice serious one you know? No HS drama, no bs, just a straight honest relationship. I know I have been a little out of it recently, but I just dunno what to do anymore sometimes.I know there is this girl that drives me nuts. She is such a sweetheart, and I don't think every comprehends how happy I am when I am around her. I don't know what to do with myself anymore, because all I can think about is my life and where it is going. I don't like its direction right now. Because, in two years, I might be in the Marine Corp. I want to become that lawyer, but I don't want to do it alone. I always wanted just one special person, who knows no matter where they are, they feel my warmth, and presence. I want to be happy, and I dunno why I can't be! | | |
| Hey guys, its that time again, ANOTHER JOURNAL ENTRY!!! YAY!
ok, now since that is over with, I can ramble once again about the many useless things happening in my life. So first off, I got my scholarship yay! So i'm not crossing over into the Blue till atleast August, which is wonderful. I am almost out of debt, which is another wonderful thing. About to have my own mini vacation down in Virginia to see the niece and nephew, which is good. My job dicked me over, boo, but it happens. Crunk Fest Rock n' Roll Extravaganza Fest 2005 part 3 is comming up soon, fun fun fun indeed! I heart glassjaw, so it will be fun fun. School starts soon! So thats good, I need to pull my Gpa back up, its a 3.113, which is bad. Good enough though. Hmm, I feel bad for the Russian's down below...it must be scary going through that. Stuck under water, less than 24 hours of breatheable air...good luck to those men. Well, I guess thats enough for now, enjoy kiddies! | | |
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